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USELESS NOW
01:17
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hiding myself from strangers
nobody knows my name
hiding the clothes i bought cause i'm afraid of what you'll say
i see you every day but you still won't call me by my name
just don't pretend that you could ever love a girl like me
ripping the heads off of my barbie dolls
cause you say i'll never be that pretty
but who gave you that right?
ripping the heads off of my barbie dolls
cause you say i'll never be that pretty
you say i'll never be that girl
you say i'll never be that girl
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BROKEN TEETH
02:31
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can't pay the rent again
they say it's all in your head
woke up and your sister was dead
found her stuffed under her bed
can't pay the rent again
not even worth a bad lie
when you know you're waiting to die
no point to put up a fight
broken teeth
third degree burns
she's so sweet but you'll never meet her
long blonde hair with a coat of pink fur
she's so sweet but you'll never meet her
she's so sweet but you'll never meet her
she's so sweet but you'll never meet her
he took her in the alley and you let him beat her
she's so sweet but you'll never meet her
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4. |
BETTER 4 U
02:10
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lost in bedsheets
lips so frightening
spreading cancer in a libra rising
leo told me bout his sugar daddy
and you said money wouldn't buy you happy
but money's gonna pay the rent this month
money's gonna buy me dresses
you said it's a matter of time before it's too late for me to find help
behind a blank expression
wish i could be better for you
wish i could be better
ghost of leelah and placebo pill
i'm the hardest of the roaches to kill
but you make me dinner and you make the bed
you make me feel like i can't wait to be dead
wish i could be better for you
wish i could be better
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hey whats up how are you doing?
i look good but you look right through me
tell me i'm the one that you want forever
and i believe it cause i'm not so clever
hey whats up how are you doing?
it's been a few weeks since you last spoke to me
if you told me i'm the one that you want forever
you know i would believe it cause i'm not so clever
i'm not so clever
call me baby you're the one
i think we could have some fun
i think we could
call me baby you're the one
i think we could have some fun
close the blinds and hide the sun
close the blinds and hide the sun
hey whats up how are you doing?
i look good but you look right through me
tell me i'm the one that you want forever
and i believe it cause i'm not so clever
i'm not so clever
call me baby you're the one
i think we could have some fun
i think we could
call me baby you're the one
i think we could have some fun
close the blinds and hide the sun
close the blinds and hide the sun
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NO SLEEP
02:04
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ten in the morning
you're waking up texting me "good morning"
i miss you will you call me?
i'm failing all my classes
sitting back as the time passes
i'll see you at 3 on my phone screen
i've had no sleep in a week please say you're thinking of me there in florida while i'm back in california
(and i'll wait for you to respond to my text cause i can't wait to read anything that you could say next and my friends make fun of me when i'm blushing looking down at my phone but i just brush them off and laugh and tell them to leave me alone)
but now i'm taking the bus home from san francisco sleeping in the morning
is it hard for you to sleep? there without me
i've had no sleep in a week please say you're thinking of me there in florida while i'm back in california
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headline in the morning
knifed down in the street
we don't trust what the boys say
they mean nothing to me
bleach blonde wig and make-up
lipstick on your teeth
heels click when you walk down the same street
we don't hear when you're speaking
we don't care what you think
don't get it confused here
you mean nothing to me
i don't hear when you're speaking
i don't care what you think
don't get it confused here
you mean nothing to me
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SLOWLY
02:52
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tell me what you need
you can call me when you're lonely
you can count on me at night or in the morning
take off all my clothing
creep into me
slowly
slide into me slowly
i'm sorry that i hurt you
you say you're sorry that you hurt me too
you consume me
slowly
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BLONDE
02:49
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maybe i'm just crazy
maybe i'm the one who's wrong and i'm just picking battles
telling me to let it go
but you said my dress was ugly
baby blonde's just not your color keep your beard and your old clothes
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10. |
GRAVE
01:18
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dousing me in gasoline
you're the only one for me
telling me you love me every time that you cut into me
severing my legs so i can't ever get away
the bed that we both shared is my grave
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i'm sorry i can't pay the rent because i spent all my money on dresses and lipstick that i won't even wear outside the apartment but at least i look good in pictures although my instagram is private
i don't have time to put on eyeliner but i buy faux fur coats from etsy designers and i can't afford to eat but at least i look finer
pink nails and gold fillings
i wished for no feelings
god told me i wasn't allowed to die so now i'm trying to find a way to kill me
i just spent 300 dollars in half an hour
i guess i just never went to college
i don't think i'd ever make it without you
i can't find a way to make sure that everything stays the same and i'm sure that once things change it'll take you away at the end of the day
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(i know this is love and it fell from above and i'm always afraid of waking up without you)
tell me how you're feeling green eyes
you know i try and i try and i try
he has thin lips but he's got thick thighs just the way i like
take me to the bed and pull my clothes off
i know its been a bad few weeks for you
you know you can count on me to do anything that you need me to do
shorty i will surely let you know but you know i could never go back home without you
you do what you have to but you know i could never let you go
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white dog hair on my all black clothes
took me half an hour to find the right pose for a picture i know i won't post but at least i look cute though
i dyed my hair pink and pierced my nose
it took me 3 weeks just to let you know that i can't let go and you said that i'm all alone
i know you hate all my favorite songs but i'm alright with that
you treat like me like i'm so crazy and i'm alright with that
i'll let you hurt me if that means you're right and we don't fight anymore
i'm alright with that
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i saw you at that dumb punk show with your face down looking at your phone
i wonder if you saw my post
i wonder if you liked my clothes
i wonder if i sat too close
i wonder if you checked my blog the second you got home
at the top of twin peaks with your lips pressed soft against my cheek
it was the best that i had felt in the past few weeks
but i don't miss you
i blocked your number and deleted all your texts cause "i'm not man enough" and you're a fucking mess
god damn it i hate you
i'm not just a joke to all your friends
i'm so glad that i won't see your face again
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15. |
XBF (prod. tv nicks)
02:35
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he looks like my ex boyfriend
he lives down the street from my apartment
blonde hair green eyes thick thighs but that's no surprise just my type
he doesn't speak to me
he probably thinks i'm crazy
i'm gonna message him on grindr tell him be my baby
i know it's a bad idea we were together for a year
but i just cant stop myself from dreaming now that i know that he's queer
i know it's bad idea but you know i'm full of bad ideas
next time i see him at the bus stop i will tell him that i'm all his
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16. |
NOBODY KNOWS
01:51
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wake up
check your phone
take a shower
strike a pose
put on your lipstick
stay at home
nobody listens
nobody knows
you know you're broke but you still spend your money on cute clothes and coke
and you don't call your folks because you're scared they saw the pictures and they think that you're a joke
skin soft but my attitude is hard
you can look but don't touch because my body is a work of art
nyx lipsticks and soy iced coffee
you can tell yourself you're worth it but your face will still look sloppy
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i saw you on your lunch break you were smoking cigarettes
i can't tell if you're just friendly, maybe playing hard to get
all my friends they all just tell me that i shouldn't waste my time
but oh my god i love your eyes i want to see you all the time
i think that i'm in love with a straight guy
i thought i'd never have to face this after high school
i always choke on all my words when he comes by
he's just so cool and i'm a fool, somebody tell me what to do i wanna die
i wanna die but that's nothing new
i'm just day dreaming my whole shift about me and you...
i wanna die but that's nothing new
i'll just be smoking on my breaks and hoping that i get the chance to see you...
-
why don't you tell me what your name is?
why don't you tell me what you're into?
won't you let me in? i've got so much to give...
i'll do anything you want to...
why don't you tell me what your name is?
why don't you tell me what you're into?
somebody told me you're a father
back home you've got a daughter, but that only makes you hotter...
i'll do anything you want to...
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18. |
JUST FRIENDS
01:44
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i don't care if you don't like me i don't like me too
and i don't care about the shit you spew
i don't care about the way you say you miss me or you really wanna kiss me again
remember "we are just friends"
and i don't care that you're coming down for the weekend
or about the way you like to lie and pretend to all ur friends about who i am
and i don't care about the calls u make to me at 3 am like
"what are u doing tomorrow?
i really wanna see u i'll bring that album i borrowed"
but i really couldn't care less
i'll just ignore all ur texts
and lay in bed and just rest because
i fucking hate u!
how did i ever date u!
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i don't wanna beg you to see me
don't wanna have to ask you to speak
please don't make me plead you've been on my mind for weeks
i can't sleep without you now that i know what that's like
i tried so hard to make it feel like i don't need you in my life
tell me that you'll drive down soon and you'll make me feel alright
tell me that you need me too so i can sleep at night
alright?
tell me that you need me too so i can sleep at night
i know you've been hurt before, so have i
i won't tell my friends your name and you will do the same
both of us were here before but now it's not the same
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you pick me up in your car we drive but never too far
i act like i don't know who you are and we talked for hours parked outside my front yard
it's hard for me to let you in my home
spent all year cleaning and i'm not used to this feeling
i'm always checking every lock cause i can't take another break in
you're amazing / i'm afraid
i lost everything the last time i saw everything in me
told you call before you knock so i have warning
i'm just so paranoid from all the ones before you
----
don't make me cry again
i'm always breaking down and i always see you smiling
you tell me you keep your feelings quiet
to tell the truth i never really buy it
it took so much for me to say goodbye to you the last time
i almost started crying in the middle of my plane ride
i'm sorry i still call you every time i'm feeling down i just don't know how to cope now that i don't have you around
went from everything to nothing
gave you everything in me
left me nothing
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white clouds in a blue sky save me i'm up too high
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22. |
U SAID
02:20
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take your time i don't know why I'm doing this
every time you stand me up I'm furious
i should know by now that you’re so full of it
call me late at night i’m such a hypocrite
what would you have said before i interrupt
miss you every day its hard to bring you up
people never change i’m so fucked up you’re so fucked up
you said i’m nothing
disgusting but you love me
then i’m blushing and touching
you said it over and over but slower and slower and slower
(you only ever call me when you want to die that's something i can't be you oversimplify)
(it's prettier dead than it was alive so maybe i know why i still want to die)
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CIGARETTES
03:07
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if these cigarettes don't kill me i wonder how i'll get free
i wonder if you'll let me...
sprinting far from you so quickly but you still trip me
drowning in your bedsheets i asked you not to touch me
i feel so weak
your hands are slowly creeping your tongue behind my teeth
i asked you not to touch me your tongue behind my teeth
i'm drowning in your bedsheets i told you not to touch me
(i know what you're thinking i'm bitter as the coffee you always see me drinking)
i asked you not to touch me i asked you not to touch me i asked you not to touch me i told you not to touch me i told you not to touch me i told you not to touch me i told you not to
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24. |
1116141516
01:23
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i just keep dreaming bout u
i just can’t live without u
would u tell me that you’re sorry
and come back here in the morning
i can change 4 u
be in chains 4 u
i’ll hang the dresses in the closet
rinse my face off in the faucet
if u want me to
i swear i’d die 4 u
oh my god i think i’ll vomit
you’re a hole inside my pocket
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25. |
STUPID
02:54
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how many times did you wake up in the morning by my side before you realized i wasn't the one that you were thinking of when you fell asleep at night
how many times did you lie to my face and say you loved me when you knew that you didn't feel the same
i'm not crazy i'm not stupid i'm not evil but you make me feel that way
you say sorry you say that you didn't mean it you say everything that you didn't say back when i said i need it
how many times did you wake up in the middle of the night and be honest how many times did you think i wouldn't notice...
you can tell me the truth
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26. |
BETTER 4 U
02:44
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lost in bedsheets
lips so frightening
spreading cancer in a libra rising
leo told me bout his sugar daddy
and you said money wouldn't buy you happy
but money's gonna pay the rent this month
money's gonna buy my dresses
you said it's a matter of time before it's too late for me to find help
behind a blank expression
wish i could get better for you
wish i could get better
ghost of leelah and placebo pill
i'm the hardest of the roaches to kill
but you make me dinner and you make the bed
you make me feel like i can't wait to be dead
wish i could get better for you
wish i could get better
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